“Living never wore one out so much as the effort not to live”-Anais Nin (My absolute favorite)
I’m frustrated and lonely.
I’m not one of those bloggers who only posts about happy stuff.
I’m sorry.
I wish I were.
Sometimes I cuss, and sometimes I want to wear shirts with cuss words on them.
I’m sorry if this offends you.
I’ll be back to Balmain and butterflies soon.
In a week I’ll be with my family, eating lots of my Daddys bomb food-we skip “traditional” Thanksgiving fare (I think it’s foul anyway) and have filet, etc instead, drinking one/four of his margaritas and kicking everyone’s ass at Wii bowling.
Even grandma, although that crazy Colombian puts up a good fight.
I will be thankful.
So very thankful, because I lead a so very blessed life.
I’m just having a hard week.
As much as I love shoes and clothes and all that fun stuff…there’s more important things consuming me.
Considered not posting but hey, my blog. And it makes me feel better.
So please don’t judge me or leave me, I’d miss you, I love ya’ll. So very much.
Let the Twilight madness begin!
And a big Happy Birthday and virtual hug to my girl D at Dream Sequins, my apologies for missing your tea party. It looks fabulous.
Maybe I’ll get my shit together in time for round 2 
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Awww just go take a blasting cold shower, slip on your most impractical Loubies and a cutesy dress and come out with me!
And omg, the whole Twilight thing is so absurdly annoying, I could scream.
TEAMJACOBTEAMJACOBTEAMJACOB.
I'm calm.
Don't be sorry – I love your posts whatever you write and I love the t shirt.
I hope your week gets loads better!
your gran plays the wii?? dude, that's cool! mine can barely work the remote!! but she's a sweetie!
the way i see it, bad days make happy days even more delish…
and pls do post even in the crappiest mood…i wouldn't like being the only one to do so!!
muah!!
ps. where can i buy that tee???
Hey babe, don't give it another thought, post what you darn well want. You know everyone loves you for being the one and only you right!
It will be okay, love ya,
xoxo
Hi! First time here on your blog and I'm loving your thoughts. No worries about the cussing. You have to release it somehow.
Hope you get back to your usual self soon. And your grandma plays the Wii… she's awesome.
Ah i'm just like you when it comes to not putting up happy stuff all the time. I say, it's your blog so post what you feel like doing!
Hope you feel better soon babe.
X
Feeling the exact same way this week..glad it makes two of us.
The Day of Thanks can't get here soon enough. Two days of stuffing my face followed by the weekend and trying on little, white dresses, and top that all of with family, family, and more family. Ahhhhhhh!!!
Hope it gets better soon lovely lady.
xoxoxoxo
Hope your day gets better…. just remember it's almost the weekend.. the light at the end of the work week. =)
Are you kidding lady? I'd NEVAH leave you! I'm sorry you're having a shitty week. Must be in the sauce. Or the air. Or the water. Whatever. It all sucks. But its nothing that a good beer, hot bath and good 3 way chats can't help cure right? Love you!!! I promise everything will be okay.
Blech. I'm having an emo couple of days too, but it'll pass. I think it sounds like you need a new pair of shoes…
everyone has days like that, weeks and even years. Hope yours starts looking up!
Oh and my Grandma can hold her own in Wii Bowling too. It must be an old lady thing…
I know how you feel, girlie. I feel like I have been on some crazy whacked out emo-rollercoaster for like months now! Seriously, I am soooo over 2009 that it's ridiculous! So emo-post away, girlie! Not only will I never leave you, but I'll probably be emo-posting right there along with ya!
So sorry that you're having to go through this, especially around the holidays!
If I was in LA, we'd grab one of your daddy's fabulous margaritas and talk smack about every.single.person who has wronged us!
Chin up, beautiful! I freaking love you to pieces!
You need pink emo roses!!! That will make you feel better I promise!!
Sooo know what you mean – some days – just SUCK x 100…
but you will get through it – there's always a light shining at the end – you will reach it love!!
XOXO
Amy
I'm sorry that you're having a tough week lovey. If it makes you feel better reading your posts regardless of the content always brightens my day.
Your Thanksgiving meal sounds awesome, I would take filet over turkey anyday!
Lady, Im sorry your having a rough week, just keep in mind its almost Friday! I've been having one of those weeks also!!! But hey, they strong will survive!! Oh and your Daddy's Thanksgiving sounds like its going to be AUHMAZING!!!
Chrystal
Hope your week gets better!
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who wants to be all happiness and sunshine anyway?! i know i don't. that shit is annoying.
sorry you're having a crummy week. anything i can do to help, just let me know.
but keep in mind, whenever you're feeling down just think about all the amazing people in your life…your family, friends, bloggy world…and remember you are one loved girl. people adore you, including me
hugs and drunken kisses…me.
Hope you feel better soon. C'mon, tomorrow is Friday and the weekend will make you see everything more clear
bypassing this because we know…we spoke…and then WE LAUGHED!!!!
and i am being completely honest with you lady when i say that nothing brightens my days than hearing your laugh…it is SO infectious…i love it…
i miss those country roads something fierce woman…those laughs were the absolute best and i smile just stinking thinking about them…our daredevil vlogging…
i love you lady…
you are loved…
you are adored…
you have more talent bottled up in your pinky than most could ever hope for…
and this too shall pass…
and yeah more crap will come up…but i'll be there always always…ALWAYS…
No sunshine and rainbows. We get enough of that from a certain blog, hahahaha ok…………
Keep your chin up gorgeous, there are people that would kill to see you fall – not sure who that quote is by but I like it….
TEAM EDWARD!!! Can NOT wait.
<3 you let me know if you need to talk.
Let's do unfortunate things to our hair, ring our bitch bells, and be emo together.
Love you, wishing you light and beauty.
Um, ditto.
And I think I'd consider leaving if you DIDN'T post the truth.
I need balance, and you always provide it.
Plus, it makes me feel normal to know other people are open with their stuff as well. =)
Big hugs lizzy poo!
That's really cool that even though you're bummin' now, you know you'll be happier next week. That always holds some reassurance. Plus, it's always nice to get in the holiday cheer with some great food and a little booze to go around
Sometimes we just need our own time to be sad and unsettled until it works itself out.
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loving that shirt!
i think people that only post the good on their blogs are fake in a way.
we all have problems and we all can relate to each other. love that about my bloggy friends
i hope your day gets much better, keep your chin up and keep on smiling!! i heart you gorgeous girl!! XO!
that shirt is fing fantastic!!! i love it and i love that you don't always blog about happy bs. not everyone has happy days matter of fact i don't know anyone that does. we're human! okay – so i need for you to hook me up with a cute blog. mine sucks. xoxo. have a great rest of the week!!
I for sure want that shirt. I know how you feel though. When things get depressing, you have a harder time expressing them, because you don't want people to see that side of you. I struggled a lot with making mine private because it was important for me to be able to express every emotion. Good or bad. But I'm glad you do both.
I know I should post something nice about you feeling sad but I really just need to know where to get a sparkle motherfucker shirt.
thanks.
I'm a lurker and have never commented yet but I love your blog, the happy, the sad, everything in between. We can be rainbows and sunshine all the time its just not possible. Sorry you are having a bad week-but you should never apologize for it-I'm emo on my blog ALL THE TIME, maybe why I don't have many readers
TEAM EDWARD, TEAM EDWARD!!! <3
I would totally wear that tee shirt. Awesome!
It's all good love! We all have those moments, days, weeks (sometimes even months!) where we just aren't our regular cheery bright eyed selfs. It happens. And I'll stick around through it!
Here is to hoping that tomorrow is better. And if not, then at least you know the weekend is near.
xoxo
emo or not, u're still fabulous and we love you!!
(p.s. i need that shirt)
I don't care if you curse or wear t-shirts with bad words on them, I love you Liz and I'm sorry that your week is going completely down the tubes.
If you need to talk, feel free to e-mail. I hate to see one of my bloggy besties feeling sad. Hugs!
girl you are a-m-a-z-i-n-g. don't you dare forget that ok? or i may have to hope on a jet plane to la and kick some ass.. or maybe i'll just do that anyway so we can hit up a local bar and enjoy us some sangria's.
whatev it is that's going on.. i'm sorry for it. i understand to a certain degree and like i said before.. i'm always here for you lady. keep your chin up. and like brooke says, you are loved.
and you're right. your blog. say whatever the efff you want. i love reading it.
Hey sweets ! Sorry to say this, but I actually like this side of you. I like when you're real. So soft and so curvy, with feeling @ la Karl Wolf (fine, those aren't exactly the lyrics but it sounds the saaaame).
Take care of your sweetski little heart and I hug you from a distance
xoxox LOVE xoxox
love the shirt, love twilight, and feel better!! it's almost the weekend!
Virtual hugs are always here for you lady. From me and your cub. Just wish they could be real. I'm so sorry that you're sad. I hate when my friends hurt. Love you!
OMG LIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i fell for your new design!! it's unbeweavable love:)
hope you're a lot better since we last talked.. love u and miss u..
xoxoxoxo.
Awe…your Thanksgiving sounds much more eventful than mine..Can I come join your family for the day?? Keep your head up friend. Sorry your going through it
Well, I didn't have a bad week, but a bad day and I can feel a headache coming on (and I still have to work out… ugh). Sorry you're feeling blah, but hopefully blogging about it made you feel better? And if not, get one of those cuss t-shirts… the one in the pic looks cute! Or get those shoes in your last post and try to find a reality star from The Hills you can kick (I know, I give healthy advice…).
P.S. Totally obsessed with my balenciaga bag too… when I'm stressed I even talk to it… haha… yeah, it happens a lot…
Sorry you've had a rough week… I too tend to post both the positive and the negative on my blog… and I too often wish I was just always cheery and inspirational.. but whatever.
Enjoy your holiday- it sounds like a great time!
XOXO
Hope the end of the week turns good for you! And sounds like you're going to have a rockin Thanksgiving.
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My love. I hope you feel better soon… we all have those kinds of weeks sometimes and it sucks, I know. But it'll get better, I promise, just hang in their for now.
Iloveyou and Imissyou A LOT. I'm trying to be a better blogger, I promise.
*hugehug*
That sucks Liz… and I so understand. Been feeling so low lately too. I'd like to say it doesn't involve a guy, but it does. He keeps me on a nice little emotional roller coaster. I'm hoping Thanksgiving'll snap me out of it too! Besos to you and yours dear Liz… and I'm getting me a shirt like that too.
Aww.. thanks dolly. Despite my busy birthday week, things have been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster. I feel you girl.
oh girlie I hope you feel better *hugs* soon. For what it's worth, even when you feel down your writing is still fab. Things will work out – it always does… love yah girlie!
I would never judge you. everyone has one of these days or months:)
go see new moon and you'll feel better.
xx
I am having the worlds WORST week.
Last full mental breakdown yesterday… and not like "oh I am crying I am so sad" breakdown, more like the "I am running away from my house, from my kids, from my life breakdown…" Super not cool at all, and obviously I wouldn't – but GOD why is life so hard?!
I know I have to stop feeling sorry for myself but it's hard. Life is hard. Shoot me!
blogging rule #!- never apologize. it's your blog, chica. you are not insulting anyone, just stating your feelings, and if that offends anyone, let 'em go!
we talked last night – love you bitch xoxo
oh and yes even a chanel straight jacket isnt flattering for everyone.
Babydoll! I love you, Siz.
I am here. Just tell those voices to go the F away! OK!? That is what I do.
It will be ok! IT WILL!
Love, there are good and bad days, and I'm here no matter what. Everything will turn out great in the end, stay strong and know that I'm here. YOu have my email…feel free to use it.
Kisses and hugs
my darling… hugs and kisses to you. life is hard and i'm learning that you just gotta let it be hard sometimes. it sucks and I'm with you.
sending you lots of love!
XOXO! I hope your day/week/month/life gets better soon! I absolutely heart you and think there's nothing a good strong margarita can't solve, tell your dad you're gonna need a strong one!!!
Feel better sweetie!!!
i'm sending you huge hugs and pitchers of sangria
if anyone gives you a hard time, tell them a said to f off!
oh, hang in there. i hope things get better for you soon. not sure what is up, but life sure has an awful lot of ups and downs. ugh. this has been a rather SHITTAY year for me, but fingers crossed that things just keep getting better and better for ME and for YOU and or everyone!!!
hugs, man. hugs. and pretend we are tinking glasses, feeling and looking fab, and that all is well. hang in there.
Seems like a week that just needs to end. I am so in need for it to be a week from now already. Serious family time and wine needed.
I hope your week gets better. Have a few margaritas!!
It's ok to have those dark moods. I can totally relate. I'm glad your not always sunshine and rainbows. That would be extremely irritating.
try a mojito or a martini:)maybe it will pass:)
That T-Shirt is SOo OMG badass!! I need it. Sry to hear your having a bad day, I'm having a not so great one too. I hope you have a kickass thanksgiving with the Wii. hehe. Huge Cyber *Hugs*!
Sorry to hear you've been having a hard week.
Hope it passes soon. On the bright side, the weekend is almost here and I hope it allows you time to recoup. 
Hey, and there's always pizza at Mozza! *SMILE*
Aw man, I've been having a hard week too. Do you want to grab some tea and we'll commiserate over Twitter?
awww, lovey. I'm sending hugs and kisses your way.
Thank goodness you are not happy pills all the time…reality is more interesting~ I'd say! I feel you darrrling! xo*
This week can suck – I'm there with ya, girl. I just need Saturday to get here, as my Thanksgiving Break will officially be underway!
Where is that private jet when I need it?!? I could fly out for a serious bitch sesh over sangria or margs and cupcakes, fo sho!
xoxo J
giving you a hug. hope you will have a happier next. xoxo
I want a shirt that says mother F%#@&* on the back!!!!
And I would wear it just to piss my mom off….. yes, I know it's mean… but I like getting a rise out of her. =)
p.s. You RoCk!
feel better, elizabeth! i think you just need a vacation and a book club meeting.
No person is happy ALL The time…and blogs should express that!
Hope you feel better soon!
non-traditional food fair for Thanksgiving?! How fun! The funny thing is that my mom only really cooks Mexican/Spanish food where the oven is never, ever used, so turkey and mashed potatoes is kind of non-traditional to our family. lol
virtual hug from me to you! wishing and hoping that the rest of the week is good wait forget good AMAZING!!!!
its good to post about the non-smiley days too. makes you real:)
i'm sorry your feeling down! i think it is totally okay to blog when you are happy or sad. whatever you are feeling.. it is fine because someone out there can relate, and it might make them feel better by knowing they are not alone. you are awesome, seriously, i am so glad i found your blog. you are REAL. and that is what i love about you. last week, i got a mean comment from an anonymous person because i was upset about my car breaking down. seriously? they just need to back the hell off. i can be upset if i want to be. it doesn't mean that i don't appreciate what i have..ya know? anyway, you are beautiful and i hope that you get feeling better! oh and your thanksgiving sounds AWESOME. i think we are going to eat at Cracker Barrell because we are classy like that
Big hug! I hope you feel better. It must be something in the SoCal air!!
PS. Bloggers that only post happy things make me wonder about them…nobody is perpetually bubbly and happy!
Love you Liz! Your posts always make my day, no matter if they are fashion-filled/happy or not. And, um, your family thanksgiving sounds amazing!!! XOXO
and this is why the blog world makes me angry sometimes… i wish i could be there to give you a giant hug! hope everythings ok lady. and yes, its your blog and you post what you're feeling. we will all be here on happy or sad ddays:)
Hope you feel better soon, I have had a horrible horrible week too so I know what you mean. Hang in there love and here is a big XO from me to you! You deserve only the best.
I hope you're feeling better girlie- big, big, big hugs!
xoxoxo
I am a day late in commenting (sorry!) but I just wanted to say its ok to have a bad day, a bad week, and you don't have to apologize! we all get frustrated and lonely at times. life isn't all about Balmain and butterflies! (haha, though, that would be fabulous if it was!) I had a hard week last week and this week turned out much better. like they say, there's always sunshine after the rain. so cheesy, but true, I think. so hang in there! sending hugs… xo
I hope your week gets better hun!!!
Here's one of my favorite quotes…
"Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth." -Benjamine Desraeli
I'm so sorry you had one of those weeks… I have actually had quite a few of those lately. I try, so, so hard to always find the silver lining and smile through it all… but sometimes, it's just too much, I think, and our little bodies and hearts and souls just know when we need to fall apart for a bit. Hence the tears, and the empty feeling in your stomach, and the ache in your heart.. and the best thing I've learned to do is just let it happen. Let it run its course, and know that in the meantime, life will go on, and soon enough, I'll be able to get back on with things. But never say you're sorry for having one of those weeks… just know when you have them, we'll all be thinking of you, and sending love and hugs and healing wishes your way…
xoxo
Sigh…this is exactly what I'm talking about. I miss out on days I really want to be there for the people I care about. I hate that whatever is going on is happening to you. Emailing you again…
I was just browsin' your blog, and it's probably irrelevant now, but blogs with 100% happiness are boring. Nice to see you keep it real, you're human after all right?
I hope by now your weeks are a lot better kiddo.
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